Ozuru's Perplexities..


Maybe their brittle exteriors were just a mask to hide their hidden anger and frustration, and that their insouciance and nonchalance were simply but a result of their own dreams unfulfilled or dreams that never even exist in the first place because their souls were simply too young to realize and actualize their true purpose in life, but instead, they’re like as good as mere re-embodiment of lonely souls and discontented spirits wandering at large. Unlike old matured souls who had undergone reincarnations for centuries, every century, one life time after another life time, young souls were probably stuck in some lifetime for a long time refusing to part and move on, hence, even when they eventually personified, their minds would remain shallow, unenlightened, unresolved, grudging, and ignoble—hence the existence of bigotry, prejudice, hatred, revenge, racism or discrimination of sorts –mainly human defects and imperfections perceived as societal problems. Maybe, I should just take the easier path of following into the exemplary footsteps of my pioneers before me, and not try to be different, not try to be a schmick schmuck. After all, they had been there and done that so their words were supposed to be tested and simply inveterate.
Going against tradition, convention or crossing onto unchartered boundaries may mean treading on deadly grounds and one might end up getting my foot blown to bits. But yet, it was in the thrill from the danger of such unknown that often seemed so fascinating and breath-taking. Perhaps, I should not try to institute something on my very own accord, without corroboration or approval from certain unexplainable universal calculation or cosmic configuration that was way beyond my worldly comprehension, anyway for as a form of cataclysmic consequences, I might suffer the infinity of chastisement and denunciation for being so arrogant, defiant and brash. As such, for my very own good, perhaps maybe the best was just doing nothing, and simply just wait for opportunity to come knocking on my doors, though as dopy and inane as it all may sound.

All these were the kind of annoying wraithlike intonation that my unguarded mind would unconsciously recite upon, repeatedly, especially in moments of self-doubt, or when things eventually derailed, and conniving skeptics, critics and cynics started stoning me with what seemed like irreverence and profanity rather than good advices, pitching me off my guard, and off my track. Intransigently, it would always tick me off whenever that happened, proving to all those skeptics, cynics and critics once again, they were right.
All these thwarted and twisted thoughts and beliefs had developed over years of accumulation from the influence of environment and intravenously already diffused into my belief-system so may take longer than just overnight to modify or reform if I ever wanted to follow my own heart's desire. As such, in postulation, I felt that for me to hold on to something for dear life and never let go, either a miracle must happen or it must be destined and then nobody and nothing would be able to swerve me off my course or oust me. Then again, perhaps they were right after all as I thought in sudden total resignation. What was the point in trying? Life was fated, everything was, exactly how much we ate, how much we drank, how much money we would have in this lifetime. It was all fated!" by ozuru with plenty of sighs
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Ozuru's beautifooooo Blue Iguana |
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Ok now, i think i should try to clear a few frightening misconceptions about this huge monsterous lizard Iguana, u just saw, that looks like Godzilla..This ginormous quirky Iguana may look scary or even ugly to some people at first but its actually quite cute and comely and very docile and peaceful unlike those predatory lizards in the wild that can be quite shallow and inadequate inside, exhibiting all the streaks of a wild animal, but Iguanas are not like that as they do not snare or scare or attack or pull on a kamikaze stun when under pressure or provoked like those other lizards as tree lizards, komodo dragons etc which are canivores. This one is a herbivore and if properly domesticated, it is capable of responding affectionately upon human contact liken to a pet dog and the best thing is that it won't bite!
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This is Yohji Ozuru, the first and most endearing character I created in conjunction with SDCC. |
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ozuru in raining berries